SILENT MURDER..


Pyres burning everywhere 

And suffering all around

Moribund screams fill the ears

And death toll knows no bound


Grim reaper treads the face of earth

In search of souls so damned

Hell has descended upon the world 

Life is now a sham. 


The cosmos burns with violent rage

Engulfing all mankind

The curse of God consumes the race

Mercy is now denied.


What was once a sprightly land

Is now  a large graveyard

Earth is now godforsaken

smell of death now soaks the air


Nature has claimed her planet back

From the grasp of cruel slayers

We have Her blood on our hands

We are the betrayers. 

A DROP OF PAIN







The claws of the emotions dig deeper into my heart

I gasp for air as i drown in the quicksand of pain

My arms extented outwards

With a hope that someone will pull me 

But my soul knows its empty out there

A vast loneliness lingers on

My chest is heavy

I cant breath

My eyes are sore

Its an apocalypse within 

The dreams abolished

And all hopes dead.


3 am thoughts

I want to wake up to a virus free world,
Where visiting the sick is a gesture normal.
Where schools stay open and so does the park.
Where hugs and handshakes are no more so dark.
I want the streets to be brimming with life,
I want the woe to no longer thrive. 
When children visit their grandparents again,
When kisses from loved ones are no more a bane.
A world where friends plan to hang out often,
A world where events are not forbidden. 
The long gone husband gets back to his spouse,
The stranded forlorns come back to their house. 
The waiting mother reconciles with her son,
Let the world be blessed, the ailment be gone.
Where the dying can hold some bereaving hands,
And lifeless bodies aren’t dumped on barren lands.
Where last rites are performed with respect and care
  May blissful smiles be a sight everywhere.. 
I want to wake up to a world full of peace. 
I want to wake up and again feel the ease. 
I want to wake up and see the world has healed.
May health be for all, may futures be sealed.
Amen. 

FRAGMENTED MOMENTS


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The moonlight slowly breaks into
 The silence of my loneliness,
Caressing my tired soul 
It whispers to my senses.
A gentle gush of wind now blows
Trying to sooth a weary mind.
The sleepless night now hums for me
The fragmented tunes of an old llulaby.
A wandering star stops by the moon
And narrates a vintage tale of love.
Somewhere a bereaved nightbird sings
Few soothing words on the moments behalf.
A mystique veil of gloomy cloud
Flowing across the luring sky,
Showers the glistening drops of pearls
To moisten my weary eyes.
My jaded head now lays at rest,
The fatigued mind knows no more 
dread
The dried up eyes close down in peace;
The wordly agonies come to an end


SILENCE


You came to me last night in my dreams,
    Who are you ,who heard my silent screams 
You touched my soul where it hurt really bad.
Please come back, soothe me, i am sad
                     Come find me i feel so lost without you.
                   Scoop me up from this world that feels so blue.
                  A big dark void is trying to drag me in.
                 I gasp for air, but its strangulating.
                Your face is blurred,but i know ur there;
                 I shriek for help,why  cant u still hear?
               I need your warmth i need your tender clutch.
              My maimed heart now needs your healing touch.
             The lock of your arms makes me feel at peace.
             The feel of you is like an eternal bliss.
            Who are you my soulmate ,my twinflame?
           Come merge with me, lets be one and same. 

THE EUROPEAN RAIN

She could feel the velvety touch of the grass beneath her as she laid on her back and stared at the white clouds floating thru th crystal blue sky. This one love was going to burn her soul forever, she knew.
Tomorrw was the last day. Probably the last time she would ever meet him. She knew she had to get him off her mind. Actuality was beckoning and she had to return. But it seemd like the most impossble task for her to do. She knew those dark brown eyes and the charming smile was going to haunt her for the rest of her life. She knew she was in love with him. She fell in love the very frst day she saw him. And she fell in love the next day she saw him again. The more she saw him the more she fell in love with him. And the more she fell in love with him the more helpless she felt. Coz she would never become his and he would never be hers. At least thats what reality demanded.
But that eve,getting wet in the vienna drizzle, she dint care about reality anymore. With him walking by her side, she felt at home. That was the first time they spoke but to her it seemed she had known him forver. She had never experienced these many hormones playing with her senses all at once. And when his fingers brushed against hers the line between dream and reality began to fade and finally disappeared. He was her dream and he was her truth at the same time. They dint exchange a lot of words but the glances they shared and the smile they tossed at each other were enough to put even the greatest tales of love to shame. She could feel this invisible thread which was going on pulling her towards him how much ever she tried to resist. There was a line around her that she wasnt meant to cross. But little did the rain drops know tat. Little did the quilt of the wind that bound them together know that. The demand of the moment was much greater than her bitter truth and she stoppd fighting herself. That was their moment. The whole world around her began to fade away . She would never forget the goosebumps that shook her body when  his gaze pierced through the core of her soul. "At last i found you ", the smile on his face screamed. And finally when his lips found hers she wished time to come to a stop too. In his arms she found her tranquility. She wanted to merge with him when he scooped her up into his embrace. And thats when she knew that their souls were inseparable, intertwined.

But now as she lay on the velvety touch of the green grass staring at the white clouds floating over her, she could hear her reality calling her back. After tommorow she would probably never see him again. And she knew that this one love was going to burn her soul forever.

SCARLET VISIONS...




She froze...It was invariably the same face only with a few wrinkles on it.. They were the same eyes that had haunted her for so many years..She immediately turned her face away to escape the vision of those dreadful eyes. She felt sick at the pit of her stomach.
She closed her eyes just as the airplane took off.. Old memories flooded her mind and nauseated her.Her mind raced back to the old campus,the first few days of her college life.
Freshly out of school Liz was quite excited about being a grown up college girl now.Life seemed so beautiful and fancy free with the friends around.
And then it happened. .Something that she had been longing for all her life till now.She had read about it in novels,seen it in movies,but the feeling,she felt it on that beautiful afternoon  when her eyes met his.There he was on the corner table of the college canteen.And she could feel the "funny thing" happeneing at stomach that she used to read about in books.
She was too shy to share it with any of her friends but her best friend Jenny could make it out from her eyes.
"Hey, I guess u already have a girly crush on him"
"Nothing like that"Liz  blushed
Liz had always been the innocent shy types since childhood.She was a dreamer who was always lost in dreams of her Prince Charming who she believed would someday appear in front of hers,take her hands into his and drift her to the magical world of love.
"Come on Liz,Im ur best friend. You can tell me" Jenny said.
"Who is he?"
"Oh thas Richard...an intern".
"I was just wondering why is he alone all the time,nithong else"Liz gave a shy smile.
"May be hes one of those unfriendly uncool types...come on we'r getting late for class."
That night Liz dreamt of those dark brown eyes.They were radiating all the passion, all the love form them.They  were brimming with dreams.
She kept eyeing him secrtetly every day but never did she have the courage to bring the slightest signs of emotions on her face.
That afternoon Liz was sitting alone in the library.
"Hi" ... an unfamilier voice interrupted her concentration.
Her heart skipped a beat when she looked up to see those deep dark brown eyes.
"Hi..i",she stammered
"May I?",he pulled out the chair opposite to her
Liz was running short of words.She just gave a wry smile.
She doesnot know how the next few hours or as a matter of fact the next few days passed.She had never been so happy in her life.
The long after college hours spent in the nearby coffee shop were like magic.

( 2 wks later)

.It was a cold winter afternoon.They were sitting leisurly in the usual coffee shop.
"Tommorow is the last day of my internship Liz. I wll have to fly ovrseas after that for higher studies." Richard sighed.
" I know". Liz frowned.
"I have arranged for something special today evening for you and me".
" Oh what is it" asked a grinning Liz
"Just a romantic dinner for the two of us at my place tonight”
"Your place?" Liz hesitated.She wasnt sure if that was a very good idea. Afterall it ahd just been 2 weeks.But then she trusted him.He was the guy from her dreams
That evening Liz wore one of her prettiest dresses.That was the last evening with Richard before he would come back for her and she wanted it to be really special.
The door was opened by Richard himself.
"Welcome Liz",he grinned and led her inside where two other guys were sitting leisuresly.
"They are my pals.They wanted to meet you so I called them over."
Liz felt a pang of anger.Jacob had never mentioned any friends for the evening.She decided to linger on for some few uneasy minutes and leave.
"Make yourself comfortable Liz,"one of them smiled offering her a glass of wine.
"I dont drinke" Liz replied politely.
"'Oh come on Liz ,be a sport",Richard said.
Liz looked up at him surprizingly.He knew what kind of a girl she was,still how could he say this?
"Im sorry,I just remembered I have some work.Ive gotta go."Liz stood up
"Hey whats the hurry?" one of them held her hands from behind. A chill ran down her spine.She freed her hands with a jerk and hurrried towards the door..
"Whats the hurry sweetheart",Richard crossed her path.."the evening has just begun".
She looked at the dark brown eyes to find not love, but a cruel animalism,hunger and greed.
All she remembered about her last few minutes of consciousness was the excruciating pain inside her,faces of three insatiated beasts on top of her,a terrible heartache and thoses sharp dark brown eyes piercing through her soul ripping apart her dream and shattering her fairyland.
Her thoughts were broken by the sudden landing of the aircraft.She opened her eyes to feel her heart pounding like a horse.
Right behind here,lost in his own sweet world was the man who had killed the timid,innocent dreamer and was responsible for what she was today.She wasnt Liz anymore,she was Carlotte,a cold blooded high society escort carrying a bruised heart and a sieved mind inside.