GRATITUDE

Thank you

For showing me 

True love doesn’t exist 

For making me realize that

Soulmates are a myth.

Also, that, forever is a sham

Thank you 

for opening my eyes

To promises, they are just scams.

Grateful to have you

As a lesson in my life.

Thank you 

for being the pain

I courageously survived. 

Commitments are false

I finally know this now.

Trust is so trivial

It gets played with somehow.

The everlasting loneliness

Is the only truth that triumphs.

Heartache and melancholy 

Along with it comes.

Happily ever after is 

Just a bunch of words.

Thank you 

for showing me

Loving hurts like a sword.

MIND SPEAKS

 

I learnt it the hard way

That life is a journey so lone

We are alone inside the womb

In our graves we are alone. 

It took me a lot of pain

To embrace the lemons of life

To stand up after every blow

It took so many sleepless nights. 

The long lonely dusks have seen

Me bawling like an orphaned child.

The last rays of the restless dawns

 has comforted my weary eyes.

The emptiness that’s inside my heart 

Is meant to stay that way. 

No one else completes us

It’s the self ,till end , who stays.

I  befriended my demons

And made peace with my fears.

I forced myself  to smile again

After wiping my own tears. 

SILENT THOUGHTS...

If ever I’m lost in blue,

Will you shed a tear or two?

Will you sit by my gravestone

And miss the way I had loved you?

If ever life takes a turn,

I travel to the land of no return 

Will you take some time out

To mourn the truth that I am gone?

Will you smell the clothes i wore?

Will you still sit at the door

Waiting in vain for me to come?

And then remember im no more.

Will you miss the way we faught?

And then, the way we laughed a lot;

Will you miss my endless nags

Or will you find the peace you sought?

Will you let go way too fast?

Will you forget me at last?

Life moves on ,but love does not

My soul will keep living the past. 

ODE...

Once there was a little miracle

My womb was the only world she knew,

Our heartbeats were synced together 

Bit by bit inside me she grew.

Out came the little miracle 

On my lap she giggled and played.

Her smile brightened up my whole world

Her voice made my mind so fresh. 

Day by day I watched her grow

Like a blooming morning flower.

Her love for me along with poured

Like the early monsoon showers.

Her hard hugs soothed my daily blues,

Her gestures blessed my life’s value. 

 Her aura so blissful, pure

She made me feel so secure. 

 

Like the first beam of sunlight,

Her touch made me feel alive. 

Like the pristine morning breeze,

Her being helped me survive. 

My small wonder is growing now, 

Inch by inch her wings get built. 

One day she will fly away.

Thenceforth I will droop and wilt. 

LOST...

I dont know what im dreaming  ‘bout

I dont know who I miss.

I donno the place I am homesick for

If really does exists. 

UNTIED

 

I’ve learnt to live without you.

After a rough journey of expectations 

And disappointments 

And expectations again,

I finally now know 

How to let go. 

I was latched onto you

Like a miserable soul

Thinking that someday

You ll make me whole. 

It took me endless ,sleepless nights

To make my heart 

So harsh and cold.

My dried up eyes now shed no tears

Or hopeless sighs say no more prayers

I have learnt to embrace the ache

The lonely air causes no more drear. 

I dont now sit in dark lone rooms,

Surrounded by the eerie gloom,

And feeling like a forlorn stray.

 I now want you to keep away.

I have now set you free

You in my life ,I no more see

True love has now tiptoed slowly,

At last I am in love with me

SILENT MURDER..

Pyres burning everywhere 

And suffering all around

Moribund screams fill the ears

And death toll knows no bound

Grim reaper treads the face of earth

In search of souls so damned

Hell has descended upon the world 

Life is now a sham. 

The cosmos burns with violent rage

Engulfing all mankind

The curse of God consumes the race

Mercy is now denied.

What was once a sprightly land

Is now  a large graveyard

Earth is now godforsaken

smell of death now soaks the air

Nature has claimed her planet back

From the grasp of cruel slayers

We have Her blood on our hands

We are the betrayers. 

A DROP OF PAIN

The claws of the emotions dig deeper into my heart

I gasp for air as i drown in the quicksand of pain

My arms extented outwards

With a hope that someone will pull me 

But my soul knows its empty out there

A vast loneliness lingers on

My chest is heavy

I cant breath

My eyes are sore

Its an apocalypse within 

The dreams abolished

And all hopes dead.