Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

MEMORIES OF MIDNIGHT...

Lonely memories torment my mind'
At the middle of the long sad night.
When the cheater sleep ditches my eyes
I hug my pillow tight
Just to feel Im still by your side.


The cruel distance maims my life,
A mutilated soul inside just cries.
To itself my longing heart lies,
Someday again you will come by.


The days have gone,the years have passed.
But the wound you left me behind still hurts.
Your thoughts elude, your presence still lingers,
When the lonely memories still rip me apart.

MEANINGLESS THOUGHTS.....


Another leisurely evening. I am lying here on my terrace with the diary in my hands, listening to my Ipod. The cacophonies of the world are being musk-ed by the melodious Westlife. Straight above me is the quarter moon struggling hard to spread its soothing light on me from behind the rapidly floating clouds, floating towards some unknown destination. I stare at the wretched clouds. Bizarre of thoughts are flooding my mind. I am looking at only a very small part of the vast universe above, which holds within itself the darkest eternal mysteries. Just like how the human soul is... full of unsolved mysteries.

Where are these clouds floating to? Why are they floating across me without showering on me? Looks like nature has allotted them some specific area pour upon. Just like how each one of us have come to this world with a specific purpose, to play a specific role. As Shakespeare had said that the world is but a stage and we are but actor playing our own parts.


Sometimes I wonder what my role is!!!
The moon is trying to say something to me. As I stare at the moon, it seems to be moving through the clouds, trying to move away from me. What an illusion! Our life is full of such illusions, our minds are full of such illusions. When the clouds of misunderstandings fill our minds, a very close someone seems to be moving away from us. But what we fail to realize is, that the moon stays where it is, its just the clouds that are causing this delusion.

Often I wonder what this life is all about. For me it is like walking alone in a vast dry desert. Every-time I run towards an oasis, it turns out to be a mere mirage. We are all wanderers in the desert of life. Just that some find their oasis before the others, while some like me, wander forever, lonely and lost.

MY SOULMATE....


Who's The One who's made for me?
Who's The One who'll forever be?
Who's The One about whom I dream,
Every night. I wait for him.
All day and all time.
Who's The One who's forever mine?

Who's The One who'd feel my pain,
Before I speak of it? Who has no gain
In loving me. And yet,
Would love me with no bounds, no end.
The One who'd forever hold my hand?

Who's The One who'd read my thoughts?
Who's The One who'd love me a lot,
For whoever I am. No matter what.
Who's The One who'd never give up?

Who's The One whose very sight,
Would snatch all my fear and fright?
Who's The One who'd make me forget.
All the grief and all thats bad?
Who's The One who'd be my fate?
Who's The One who's my SOULMATE?

I MISS YOU....


Often in the cold dark moments
I sit all alone,
Wearing the warmth of your thoughts
Closing my eyes and
Wrapping my hands around myself.
Though you are with me no more,
But I still feel you,
In the silence of these moments.

Even though we are apart,
Yet you survive within me.
In my mind and soul,
In every drop of tear that flows
In every beat of my heart,
In every deep sigh that comes within me.

The tears dry as the moments tick by,
But the pain does not die.
And the wound still survives,
A waiting heart still calls your name
A dying soul still cries.
"Come back...I MISS YOU".