TO YOU…FROM ME

 

Love is a heavy word

I can’t bear the weight of it anymore

All I know is that I need u to be

With me, whether close or afar.

Be with me in watever way.

Just be with me cs I can’t stay.

Your feel lingers it refuses to leave.

Dreams of urs don’t let me sleep.

Ways from my heart all lead to u…

But destinys mocks a love that’s true

The universe too laughed at us

Now “right person wrong time” is our status.

In another life in another time

I know that you are mine.

I wish to die ,be born again

In a world where you I gain.

In a world where you and I

Together get to do a life…

Until then to my stars I pray,

To align themselves in such way,

Near or far , close or apart

Dwell forever in my heart.

REGRET

One day you will turn back,

But behind you, 

Will be a vast chasm. 

Because I will be long gone. 

And by the time you realise, 

I will be in a place, 

Where true  love is a reality.

APPEAL

 

Dear time,

Stop.

Please take a few steps back. 

Let’s go back to the era.

When my parents’ hair were black.

When their hands were not so wrinkled 

And face didnt look so tired.

Dear time ,please turn back

May of scenescence they be spared.

Dear time, 

please stop

My grandparents aren’t well

Their souls are now so fragile,

The old age is so cruel. 

Dear time 

Please turn around .

Please give me some more hours,

To hold them and be with them.

Time, please go a bit slower.

Dear time 

Stop right there.

Look my baby is growing up soon.

Let’s go back to when she happened

One golden afternoon?

Time , please wait a bit more,

I haven’t held her enough yet. 

I am not Done loving her wholly,

Please halt, please don’t haste.

Time , please be patient

I have so much more to do.

For the loved ones in my life.

And so less left of you.

Dear time please freeze now

You are moving way too fast.

Please go back to the yesteryears

And make the moments last. 

CERTAINTY…

Life is fake

Death real.

Life gives wounds

That death heals

Life betrayes,

While death stays

Life eludes;

But death is truth.

Life is bitter 

Death seems sweeter.

Life is tough

Death shows love.

Life disposes,

Death embraces. 

SCHIZOPHRENIC….

 

They say I’m crazy

And you are my hallucination.

If for you to exist

I have to be mad

Then so be it.

MUSING HEART…

In my mind

I have made love to u

A thousand times.

Did u feel me too?

As I lay raw beside u

My soul was nude.

I am a book

Waiting to be read. 

Do u want to go through?

The other half of my heart is long missing.

Do u feel as lost as me?

My soul wanders in a vast emptiness

Can u come and find me? 

As I get engulfed by a darkness

Will u lit me up? 

In your eyes I find my light

Will you keep me shining bright?

RAW…

Death whispers to me

In the silence of the night.

I’m here for you, it says.

If ever life betrays,

You can count upon me;

For I’m the loyal one.